When did I become a grown up?

I was slightly horrified as I was going through my closet today. Everything seemed to be brown, black or beige. Things matched & coordinated & went together in outfits. I thought that this wouldn’t happen to me. I just always assumed that my wardrobe would retain it’s personality…my personality.

I love bright colors like oranges, yellows, & blinding pinks. I guess it’s because I’ve been shopping at more upscale stores lately. When I spend more money on something I want to keep it basic so it will last longer. I need a cute riding coat & possibly a purse that looks like those english saddles. Technically, I don’t ride horses. Well if we want to be really technical, horses scare me, but I need a bright warm coat to cheer up my wardrobe. I don’t feel like a grown up yet so why am I dressing like one? I guess I’m just always afraid that I’ll be pulled onto some makeover show for still dressing like a teenager.

One Comment to “When did I become a grown up?”

  1. I was sitting here thinking about people tonight.I have tried my whole life to please people I have never wanted others to go through what I did,but now as I look back I never took the time to please me to do anything for just me.I have post traumatic stress diisorder and I am always feeling down.I wish I didn’t always feel this way but I would like to believe 2009 is the year full of blessings as well as miracles.